you're so beautiful

such a relief after a stressful week

I really thanks God for the chance and the gift today. It was called a shopping budget, but instead it can live my upkeep for 3 months.

I sat here talk to myself, reminiscing about all such sudden events. The ordinary day, some self-reflection before the big hysteria when I received a generous transfer. I rushed to share the joy, trembling to embrace the stage of life I had been on before. Then I tried to share another joy, before I went back to realizing perhaps a girl is such an unmeasurable creature that He creates among us. I had her smile earlier, but I cannot put myself to be her shoulder. I dare not to ask about her pain as I was brave enough to put the gift on her floor. This chaotic emotion has emboldened me to summarize this life. I make no assumption, but I need clarity over it all.

thanks for the first ever date after quite a long time

It didn't come as romance, but it ended up being romance. I never thought when she asked me for eye-to-eye meeting could mean something. N for N.